My Collection : Pendants . . .

I never thought how much pendants I have until I made this blog!!!

Most of these gorgeous pendants have either been misplaced, stolen, worn out or given to others. Only the current batch remains with me.

Lux in Tenebris

LUX IN TENEBRIS – I call it “Light in the Darkness” because the multiple white and gold necklaces look like rays of light. The chains are too thin and they get tangled easily. Nonetheless, it’s pretty. I bought this from BodyKendi (a.k.a. LolitaVirus).

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♥☻ 気可愛い ☻♥

♥☻ 気可愛い ☻♥

Kimo-kawaii (きもかわいい) is a Japanese Pop-culture term for someone who is creepy, weird or odd-looking yet still looks cute.

♥☻ 気可愛い ☻♥.

GamerTotoy called me “Goth Creepy” when I proclaimed myself as busu-kawaii (ugly but cute). So, okay, we’ll go for the creepy part instead. ☺ Disclaimer: I am not a Goth. I just happen to like the Gothic fashion but I don’t live their life.

laced top ☻ SM Department Store
make-up ☻ NICHIDO and Ever Bilena
CP-F1 Pure White contact lenses ☻ Jenifer Celis
camera ☺ CANON IXUS 850 IS
headphone ☺ Sennheiser PX-100



Seriously, do I look like any of these outside cosplays?

What is EMO anyway? A music genre? A lifestyle? A strong feeling or expression? If it's an expression, then I am guilty. Yes, I am a very emotional type of person and I voice out whatever it is I feel. I used to keep things to myself and I grew up as a timid girl with little or no friends at all. When I got out of college, that's when I learned how to express myself more… and no, I am not suicidal, not anymore. Life is tough but I love it because of the people surrounding me and I treasure the memories, may they be good or bad. Thank goodness for the Internet and hooray for blogs!!! I don't know what the emo music genre sounds like. My Chemical Romance? I classify them as a mix of punk and alternative rock that's why I listen to their songs! Regarding emo as a lifestyle … NO~!!! I don't have fringes and I only hide my eyes when wearing a wig to get that angst-factor. No more, no less! I don't wear tight-fitting shirts nor jeans — sexy, yes, tight no. All my clothes don't have scandalous prints on them. So when someone calls me an "emo", I get really mad because the first thing that comes to my mind is an image of a suicidal idiot.

So am I GOTH instead? I do like the colors black and red, black nail polish, punk accessories and cross pendants (not crucifixes) but I don't wear ankhs and put on heavy make-up (except when needed). I am also agnostic — I believe in God but he's just of little importance to me. I like Gothic as a fashion statement but not as a lifestyle. I don't like vampires nor fangs! I don't even know what true-blooded Goths do or what their beliefs are. I don't like being called a Goth as well because that brings up a lot of issues. I recall one instance wherein a friend and I were planning our next cosplay and she wanted it Goth-themed. Then, a true-blooded Goth started explaining to us that we have to be "careful" when interpreting it because it might spread over the Internet, reach other true-blooded Goths and then we might get a beating from them — or they might even kill us if they mistake us for posers. That thread got about 250+ replies! We ended up changing the title of our photoshoot to avoid further argument with them. X_x

How about LOLITA? I am petite and I like ruffled clothes but I don't wear Lolita stuff at all times. I only started liking the EGL accessories when I got hooked in the OtakonEK. I wanted to do an EGL photoshoot to see if I can pull it off – maybe one of these days. Dada said he also doesn't like Lolita clothes on me because that makes him look like a pedophile — He's 6'1", I'm only 5' tall and I am often mistaken as a 14 year-old kid. XD

So what am I? A hybrid-poser? LoL! I don't want being called a poser.

It just so happens that I am a vocal person, I like black, I like cross pendants and I like cute laces and ruffles. 

I don't consider myself as any of those three except when I need to be — in cosplays.

I like being called a punk, though. Makes me look tough. XD



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